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God In Disguise God in disguise Putting fear in my mind Changing our lives like pawns of the game God in disguise God putting fear in my mind Turning my eyes into a blank mind Walking at night stalking the light searching for the stranger steering away from danger God in disguise fearing my eyes guessing his identity Fighting the war lasting for more Dreaming of the final end the day in again, and again God in disguise Making hell in our lives of inhumanity Streaking you of the happiness Making your guilt last forever Making life the way of hate Giving you someone to blame God in disguise hating your sweat life tasting the tears of your fear GOD IN DISGUISE GOD TAKING HIS PLACE STAYING ALIVE HARDSHIP LOVE DESTROYED DEATH JOYED GOD IN DISGUISE! (solo till end) Just an inspiration You must realize Your just an inspiration For the others to lean on I was born a boy From man I began and hated my life after that I liked alot of girls Grew silent from isolation But didn't get alot of them But you must realize Your just an inspiration just a tiny inspiration For the others to lean on One by one They stepped on your back and blow you away, just like that woop de fucking do get out of my life cause your just an inspiration for the others to lean on so you cry but why did you help the people who would eventually, hurt you maybe its cause your just an inspiration a tiny inspiration for the others to lean on maybe Numb In the world most people Live normal but I hate to live normal I hate to be sacrificed in the mental world of the best Cause I felt pain like the next guy I felt thoughts of love Like the next world But hate will live on to kill the next hero Hoping isn't real its all a fake mans dream coming to reality will always hurt me but the thought of your truth is what always pierces my soul Hurt me, cause I'm numb Give me, what you don't need cause I'm numb, the feeling of happiness is just a breath away from destruction from destruction Even if I saw you now begging me for the part that I play in your world for show I would give it to you cause in the end your dead and I'm tortured I'm numb, like the world of the blind I feel sorry, but now I'm numbingly dead, right on the edge where I can't control I'm numb, looking with fercful ways to be hated but loved but loved I hate when others feel pity for me When its really the other way I would die now, but that would be senseless to not see your way of living I'm numb (solo) numb numb numb NUMB! I can't see the point in your mind Why try to help the world it will eventually fold the song of my heart turned black to show you the affection I'm numb Numb Numb numb NUMB!! Practical Jock Strap I have a heart it might be different or silent but I know its broke I can't hear the bells ring All I hear is God's choir sing But the thought of sucicide always seems to clear my mind and it helps me I have a heart it might be different or silent but I know its broke In the mirror of reality You always see what you don't want to see I have a heart it might be different or silent but I know its broke When I come home each day I always hear my dog say in his eyes he wants paradise but it won't happen anyway not with the warheads on display I have a heart it might be different or silent but I know its broke Is it possible for the chicken to kill the bull or is it all mentally I have a heart it might be different or silent but I know its broke Hating the thought to realize that I'm just a pair of eyes looking at the world I have a heart (SOLO) it might be broke it might be Its like the world left me behind No one else is kind but I have no world now Its silent without sound but I can just see I have a heart it might be different or silent but I know its broken Can you help me............? Running away Looking at the wall I see my life flash before hoping to see light all I see is cold cause thats what I'm always feeling Everyday the same and crying for difference but looking into fear it only sees unclear of the ways that would soon destroy you DARKNESS FEAR HATRED CARE SATANS LAIR HEAVEN'S STAIR ITS ALL COMING STILL STILL AS RAIN HOPING FOR THE FREEDOM TO RUN AWAY RUNNING AWAY FREEDOM RUNNING AWAY FREEDOM COMING TODAY FREEDOM STAYING ALIVEEEEEEEEEE only if you knew of the passes that I blew and turned down the ones that I cared for Maybe I'm dumb but just loyally dead staring into the blank eyes of a menace RUNNING AWAY FEARING TODAY RUNING AWAY IN THE WRONG DIRECTION hell is close to the choice that I'll make since suicide is a sin But you MUST get yourself together Pick up the debris of your choices and Face the consequences RUNNING AWAY THE WRONG WAY TO GO FOR YOU BUT YOU ALREADY KNOW RUNNING AWAY (solo) (till end) Shedding a new leaf (misspelled) I'm trying to change my life saving the time I waste Living like this for life I'd rather shed a new leave (echoes) forget what weighs me down brings me to this level and takes away my crown Stopping to feel the pain Helping my mind seal Goodbye my smile your gone I'd rather shed a new leave (echoes) forget what weighs me down brings me to this level and takes away my crown laughing at me fears me Staying the night heals me Faking the promise kills me and ... I'd rather shed a new leave (echoes) forget what weighs me down brings me to this level and takes away my crown wishing it over saying goodbye To my once lived life goodbye and ... I'd rather shed a new leave (echoes) forget what weighs me down brings me to this level and takes away my crown The same as yesterday I have a soul but its not working as I float in life I feel I should be sinking My life's at a stopping point where I just look at what I missed cause I know I'm not moving and I want the things I passed TODAY ALL I SEE IS YESTERDAY as I watch the time pass over me like the next day will be the same, as the pain won't go away STAINING MY LIFE FOREVER Who will be there to help me who will be there to laugh cause if I don't have a friend It looks like I am blind Nothing there to find to help me Just as you change leave me in the corner so I can be pained once again it doesn't effect me but gives me a reason to live I left my spirit behind me cause it shed when the feeling died so as I live in the blank world I have a reason to find it TODAY ALL I SEE IS YESTERDAY as I watch the time pass over me like the next day will be the same, as the pain won't go away STAINING MY LIFE FOREVER Won't you look at me to see! what you think I will be! When the time comes you know I'll be gone! When the time comes! (solo) TODAY ALL I SEE IS YESTERDAY as I watch the time pass over me like the next day will be the same, as the pain won't go away STAINING MY LIFE FOREVER Life I don't have time to talk now I only have time to saulk now The one thing in my life, that keeps me going is gone... I am drowning now as I look at the sky from the blood covered pool I can see why why I existed today why I'm still alive as I meant nothing I saw the people who stared and watched each other looking for their love then I saw the ones I hurt and who cared but who I left uncared for I was looking at my life from the point which I missed when I came into the game I saw what I became and I... ...I...! missed the chance and I looked for my pain and laughed cause I would never have to see again unless I hoped too then I would but I'll just sit here and watch cause I am drowning now as I look at the sky from the blood covered pool I can see why why I existed today why why I'm still alive The day I would feel free is the day I would see the things that made me love what I'm missing today I feel it know the soothing of my heart from which I am guaranteed from the start of my life the finishing paradise but I I hate you..... and I felt it that day when I washed it away all the pain that I would tarnish for the days of my cloud and I'm... drowning now as I look at the sky from the blood covered pool I can see why why I existed today why why I'm still alive Never Die (Sean/Me) Distant explosions rattle your windows You know we are coming You hide in your little hole Praying for your petty soul A black army spills out over the hills The sound of your loud death knell is ringing in your ears You thought what you did was right Well wrong, time to taste our might! Don't even try to get up and fight Because you cannot stop us We will never die Breathing blood each day The blood of the free But we will never die Looking for the forgiveness Which you will never seem to find well starve you of the truth of life Leaving your dead families behind It might look like a simple choice But its what we fight for cause we live metal music as you would for breathing more Don't even try to get up and fight Because you cannot stop us We will never die Breathing blood each day The blood of the free But we will never die The sound of our armies drawing ever closer Not a good day to die today Try to even the score It's time to breath no more Crying in fear you can't escape The noose tightening is rapid Falsehood is your vice Money your vile Christ Don't even try to get up and fight Because you cannot stop us We will never die Breathing blood each day The blood of the free But we will never die We still win in the world For your life is in our hands But we keep you living to see you avoid the stand being afraid, the common choice of your worthless lives but we all have Ideas which we fight for, and you make them strive Don't even try to get up and fight Because you cannot stop us We will never die Breathing blood each day The blood of the free But we will never die